Still working on A Gift of Grace. Close enough that the first draft will be finished in June. It might take me a long while to edit it, though. I’ve worked on this title for so long that the beginning might not match the ending.

But the writing mostly went well in May, even though I didn’t accomplish everything I hoped to accomplish. The words were entertaining words even if there weren’t enough of them!

April was a month filled with distractions and not a lot of writing. My one practical move was to publish The Wedding Guests on all sites, making it widely available for the first time. (Obviously, I also need to update that page. I’ll add it to my to-do list.)

But I’m persevering — I’m still working on Grace, currently writing the climax. There will be a couple of scenes post-climax to tie up all the loose ends, and the climax itself is feeling slightly endless (if entertaining), but I do think I’ll finally finish my first draft this month. The last two weeks of the month are going to be very busy with life, though, so I’m not anticipating much writing getting done then. That means I should be writing now, so I’ll get back to it!

Happy May Day! I hope you’re celebrating spring today. 🙂

It’s April Fool’s Day, but I am not going to write an April Fool’s sort of update: it would be inevitably disappointing.

The real update: I focused on Grace in March. (Well, and on living an entertaining and joyful sort of life, but that’s not what we care about for this blog. If you want to read more about that, you should visit sarahwynde.com 🙂 ). I’m at my goal of 80,000 words, or pretty close, but still not finished. I do have a plan for the ending and I’m hoping to reach it by the end of April, even though I think it’s about 20,000 words away. But I’ve made it farther than I ever have before and I have no plans to start over again, so that’s definitely progress.

Oh, and a beta reader read what I currently have and enjoyed it, so that’s a good sign that it might someday turn into a real book. Yay!

In other words, no real news, but progress.

I worked steadily on A Gift of Grace throughout February, and got about halfway through my goal of 20,000 words. (Specifically, I’m now at 69,106 words with a goal of 80,000.) Progress, but unfortunately my end doesn’t feel any closer. I also have to keep resisting the urge to go back and revise previous chapters. This book feels like a world I’m living in, instead of a story I’m telling. But I’ll be continuing to work on it, of course.

I also worked reliably on two of the short stories I wanted to finish, both of which are turning into novellas, not short stories. One, currently titled Ella and Lila, which is not in any way a real title, is up to 9400 words, and the other, currently titled The Bazkire, ditto the lack of reality, is at 14,400 words. So writing happened.

Publishing progress did not.

I’m really no closer to wanting to release anything than I was a month ago. I did, however, start posting short stories and flash fiction to a section of my website called Scribbles. These are the same stories that I was planning to include in a short story collection of a similar name sometime this month. Posting them for free is probably not a terribly sensible business decision, but I felt comfortable with it as a stepping-stone. When I hit 20,000 words of short stories that feel complete (finishing being my major problem with everything I write these days), I’ll publish a collection. Of course, if I ever finish my story about the Bazkide, I’ll probably have the 20,000 words right there!

And I said that the wrong way… not “if I ever” but “when I do.” I’m not sure why endings have become such a challenge for me, but stories require them. Maybe this month I’ll practice writing endings.

In fact, I think I’ll start now…

Thanks for reading and may your March 2017 be filled with joy and flowers!

One-twelfth of 2017 is over (approximately) so it’s time for a progress report.

Progress: slow. I spent a chunk of January trying to rework Grace, yet again, debated giving up, yet again, and finally re-read what I had and decided to work with it. Yet again.

I’m approximately 20,000 words away from an ending, I hope, and planning to try to write 1000 words a day on it, finishing this month. However, as I write that, I have to acknowledge that my February 1 post from 2016 (on my personal site) says, “February goal: to write every day, to write a lot every day, to finish this book and start the next one.” The book to which I refer in that was A Gift of Grace. Ouch. So a year later, I’m basically saying the same thing. And meaning it, too!

I am seriously considering releasing a book of short stories, which I mentioned before. My goal for that would be to finish at least two out of five unfinished stories this month — finishing being the hard part for me these days — and then post it to Amazon by the middle of March.

Based on the reports of craziness in Kindle Unlimited, I decided to pull out of the program. (Apparently Amazon is suspending authors’ accounts without notice because of high numbers of pages read, unrelated to any behavior on the part of the authors. I don’t watch my numbers nearly closely enough to know if something dubious is happening in my account and it doesn’t feel like a chance I’m willing to take.) So at some point in the next two months, I’ll post A Lonely Magic and The Wedding Guests to larger audiences. That some point will depend on when I have good internet, obviously, since it’s pretty time- and data-consuming.

I am strongly debating cutting the last chapter of A Lonely Magic before I do. Reviews say that it ends on a cliffhanger and I’m fairly sure if I remove the last chapter, that will stop feeling true. I’m debating doing that to the Amazon version, too, but it’s not a decision I’ve made yet. I did play with the cover quite a bit in December and January, though. No sign that it has made any difference to sales, but I quite like the current version.

I’ll be using my free days in KDP before I pull out, though. A Lonely Magic will be free on February 9th and 10th and then again on March 3-5. The Wedding Guests will be free on February 2 and 3rd. In other words, tomorrow! I haven’t done anything toward promoting those free days, but I might send out an email to my mailing list and/or post it on Facebook and let people know that if they want to download the story separate from the anthology, tomorrow is their chance.

So that’s the business update. I actually do feel like I’ve worked quite steadily through a lot of January — life got in the way somewhat, but I’ve been very steadily producing at least 1000 words a day on something, six days a week — and despite all of my Grace angst, I continue to think about it regularly, working on its mystifying ending. It’s obviously not been my most productive month ever, but it feels like a solid start to the year.

I haven’t been paying any attention at all to the larger business of self-publishing — the little bits I stumble across say that it’s getting harder all the time, but until I start finishing projects, I’m not going to worry about that part. (Much.) First things first and, as it has been for a year now, my first goal is to finish writing A Gift of Grace.

*Edited to change KDP to Kindle Unlimited. Got my program names mixed up!

Apparently the last time I wrote a post on this site was the end of 2014. Welcome to the end of 2016!

What happened to the years in between?

A lot of life. A bunch of personal growth. A ton of learning, knowledge gained painfully and not-so-painfully.

Not a lot of writing.

I am, embarrassingly, still working on exactly the same book I was writing two years ago. And not even any closer to finishing it. A Gift of Grace has gone through numerous revisions, literally revisions beyond counting, but I’ve never managed to find its ending. I am persisting. I do have lots of good material and I hope to publish Grace in 2017.

I’ve also been writing lots of short stories, many of which will never see the light of day, but others that might someday form a collection that I am tentatively titling Scribbles of Light and Darkness.

I also still have every intention of getting back to A Precarious Balance, the sequel to A Lonely Magic, so Fen is definitely not forgotten. That’s going to be my next big project after I finish Grace, so I hope to be working on it in 2017.

And that’s the news from here. I promise I’ll return sooner than 2 years from now for my next update!

Happy New Year and may 2017 bring  lots of writing joy to me and much reading happiness to you!

Best wishes,

Sarah